This Star*Girl

Yesterdays coffee turns up floating in the water of the toilet,

Last nights sheets wet with dew,

Every dream that takes my mind away,

last night's date just turns into you.

Ringing phones and no one answers it,

p.j's strewn on the floor,

the wedding cake frozen in the bottom of the freezer

All of yesterday's mem'ries out the door.


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this stargirl/ is waiting to leave/ like every star in the universe/ that wants to leave/ this house is much to alien/ an environment to hard to breathe/ this stargirl/ just wants to leave.

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Here we are although we're HERE is/ isn't or maybe should/ shouldn't be our destin(y)ation.
If we were to have babies at every meeting each other I'D WANT TO MEET YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
Destin(y)ation: OVERLOAD.
Last night's
over
work
policy was getting too strict...
HERE isn't where we should stay It's too familiar Too the same Too rich in memories that hold us
back from moving










far





























away.

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everything that i want
is the list of things that will clutter me up.
everything that i need
are the things that will make me insane.

if not I already am.
but if more? Can you be so much more?
ok, im insane

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Replace every "I love you" with "I lust you"
or "I want to fuck you" or "I want you"

replace every "Alright Im wrong" with "Fuck off, im still right"
"You're still wrong even if i admit this" or "Im not sorry"

replace every "Im sorry" with "Serves you right"
"Gotcha back" or "I meant it bitch/asshole"

replace every thing in your life that means something with something worse

suppose it couldn't be bad

to live life

one day in someone else's shoes?

replace yourself.